sometimes i feel like the type of person that only my friends can love me.
i feel like im never going to actually be like loved? only platonically and they only love me after knowing me for like a year i dont know like people always show interest in my friends and like it kind of deflated my confidence? deflates* like i always try to dress nice and do my hair and in the morning i feel cute and happy but like i feel like even though i am immensely loved by the people close to me no one will romantically ever develop an interest/love for me like does this make sense? anyways idk dont reply to this or message me or anything i kind of just need to vent p